Ola Wolny

Self Mastery Quest – Decoding the Matrix, reportage with Ola Wolny

“I never do individual predictive readings because astrology/numerology is not your own life plan, but the matrix’s plan for you”

“There is no need to fight the matrix. The Matrix is ​​programmed to function only in low vibrations. High energies literally erode this construct from the inside”

“The alchemical woman is the greatest threat to the matrix”

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I conducted the following reportage with a good colleague and friend, but above all with a person who has a very wide range of knowledge, which is very important in this very specific time for humanity. I would like to invite the founder of Self Mastery Quest – Ola Wolny – to the report.

Marek: Ola, can you tell me what you do?

Ola: For almost 2 years, I have been officially, proudly and openly sharing with people from all over the world certain ancient messages based on mythology, ethnic traditions, legends, ancient texts, books, writings, and teachings of various ancient cultures. The relevance of these messages to us is enormous because most of them refer to the predicted events that are taking place in the world right now. Ancient cultures and ethnic cultures encoded in their messages certain information about current times and the enormous transformation that is currently taking place.

I also organize trips here to the Arctic, in the north of Norway, where I meet people several times a year and share some secrets that I do not openly talk about in interviews… (…)

The whole is complemented by two more ancient fields that I deal with in all my public speeches – specifically, astrology and numerology – i.e. the basic codes of the so-called “matrix”. As the saying goes: “You have to know the enemy’s language” – that’s why I devoted many years to exploring them, because they are an integral part of the matrix reality – we cannot fully decipher ancient messages if we do not understand how key their role in the “matrix code ” are performed by these “mathematical ciphers”.

Therefore, I never call myself an “astrologist” or “numerologist”, because it would signal that I see some benefit for humanity in these fields, while I always repeat very clearly – astrology, numerology are matrix codes. Whatever determines us, our choices and experiences is not positive, but comes from a certain limited scenario – that is, it has nothing to do with the freedom of our soul.

I help people get out of the matrix codes assigned to them, and I do not connect them to these structures.

Marek: How did it happen that you chose this field?

Ola: I feel like I had no choice – it was stronger than all other issues. Now, looking back, I see very clearly how an invisible force has been orchestrating the course of events in my life for at least 12 years, directing it in very specific ways, first by taking me to Norway in 2012, and then all the way here to the Arctic ( northern Norway) in 2017. Then came the permanent separation from the corporate world of the oil industry, where I had worked for 14 years.

Marek: What was your life like before 2020, did this year start changes for you, if not, when did your life change?

Ola: Many people consider 2020 to be a breakthrough year, because it was then that the demo plan was announced and the domino effect on the world stage began. Meanwhile, 2017 was actually a breakthrough year. The autumn equinox of 2017 brought the fulfillment of the biblical Apocalyptic message about the “Great Sign” in Heaven, which signals the so-called time of the “end of the world”. This event was also officially confirmed by the Vatican. The visions of the end of the world that we are accustomed to can be terrifying, but nothing could be further from the truth. The “end of the world” is associated with the end of the hegemony of the “false lords” of this world – exactly the same message is contained in the local mythologies of many cultures – e.g. in Nordic mythology – “Ragnarök” – from the Old Norse it means “the destruction of the gods”. For me personally, 2017 was a very breakthrough year – in March 2017 I moved here to the north of Norway, and in September I regained myself by ending a short but very toxic marriage.

Marek: What do your family and friends think about your business?

Ola: I probably won’t surprise anyone here, because most of us have experienced alienation in the last 3 years due to the ideological split in society. My family doesn’t really understand what I do. My departure from the oil industry was certainly a big surprise for them, because they are still strongly embedded in the systemic perception – money, status, prestige, titles. When it comes to friends, here too the reaction is directly linked to the general level of awareness. And of course, jealousy is always the hardest thing to watch, no matter the circumstances.

Marek: Many people have been caught in the New Age trap, what can they do to get out of it, can they be helped somehow?

Ola: I would like to have a golden mean here, but unfortunately it will disappoint. The problem is that “New Age does not know that it is New Age” – that is, people who fall into this trap absolutely do not see it, and what is more, the entire New Age philosophy sounds and looks very encouraging – “love and light”, “lightworkers”, spiritual teachers, coaching, rituals, pseudo powers, 5th dimension, feeling of being chosen and important. And it is on this latter that New Age is based most. The fashion for “spirituality” in recent decades has inspired the deliberate creation of the New Age movement, which carefully catches lost individuals, luring them with promises and beliefs about stellar origins, uniqueness and a “mission of light” on earth. Taking a closer look at it, we can see the diligent work of a controlled opposition that willingly exploits naivety, trauma and the desire to feel special, which are ubiquitous in today’s world. Until people stuck in New Age realize that they are being manipulated, that they are actually escaping from certain difficult topics into the realm of pseudo-exceptionality, any outside help will be treated as a lack of understanding at best, and at worse – as an attack by “dark forces”.

Marek : I agree with that because I noticed such people nearby. In their eyes they see themselves as “shamans”… (…)

Ola: By the way, there are many such traps for pseudo-woke people, on various levels… Many non-New Age people who consider themselves “woke” still engage in unnecessary topics online. All this is also a manipulation of the system to distract us from what is important. So it is worth considering before we go to save the New Age – are we really that “awakened”…?

Marek: Are there potentials for World War III, what do the stars say?

Ola: Before I answer this question, I need to clarify a very important issue:

At the beginning, I told why I studied ancient astrology and numerology. Because these are matrix codes, thanks to them we can decipher what “personal code” the matrix has assigned to us. I emphasize once again – contrary to what mainstream astrology and numerology repeats – what is “written” for us does not come from the soul, from ourselves, but is a matrix program for us, as part of this game. This is why determinism exists – because there are only a limited number of scenarios in the game. Traumas, all limitations and their repetition in our lives are a form of draining our energy. It all works based on a highly advanced mechanism where wave technology affects our pineal gland, sending specific signals to the subconscious. The entangled actors here are the planets, 12 zodiac constellations and, of course, the Moon, which was put into orbit for this purpose.

I never do individual predictive readings because astrology/numerology is not your own life plan, but the matrix’s plan for you.

When it comes to astrology/numerology of future world events – elites use these sciences to select favorable energies for their plans, the right moment and time frame, so as to increase the chances of success.

Few people know that the cosmic events of recent years, including the “Crowning of the Woman” (Virgo Constellation) on the autumn equinox of 2017, as described in the Apocalypse, are incredibly momentous and crucial because they signal the moment of turning off the power of the zodiacal mechanism! This means that from that moment on, the zodiac no longer works, but the noticeable effects are the result of the power that we ourselves give through continuing the cult of the moon (rituals, lunar circles, giving attention, attributing the moon to the connection with female energy, etc.), and by constantly reacting and getting involved in matrix games.

So, in answer to the question – in our recovered world there is no zodiac, no matrix, no wars. Let’s stop focusing on the failing construct. He realizes that we are all looking for hope, certainty – but in the end times we must stop waiting for a savior, but find him within ourselves. This is the true return of “Christ”. It’s time to wake up from the lethargy, from the illusion, from the matrix and understand that there is no need for any fight. We are entering the Age of the Aquarius – the Woman with the jug, the chalice, i.e. the Alchemical Woman who returns in full power to restore life on Earth.

Marek: Everyone talks about the Matrix, but has anyone defined it, can you tell my readers what the Matrix is ​​according to you?

Ola: Matrix is ​​a term referring to the controlled reality in which we live here on Earth. It comes from the word “matrix” (and matrix from the word mother), as matrix tries to imitate the power of creation, meanwhile it is an artificial creation based on super technology, based on wave transmissions that control our perception, narrowing our experience to a certain very limited spectrum of frequencies . Terminology such as “virtual world” and “hologram”, which have gained popularity in recent decades, describe this phenomenon from a very scientific perspective, because the matrix world is a coded, deterministic world, as in a computer game. Ancient texts, myths and legends talk about the state of hypnosis, the bruising we undergo, and the world is described as an illusion. This does not mean that we do not exist, but our perception has been very limited (we have been locked into the band of visible light) – it is as if virtual glasses were put on us at birth. In the matrix world we are kept in very low vibrational states because the race that has enslaved humanity feeds on the lowest forms of energy – fear, anger, resignation, disease, competition, hatred, war, etc…

Marek: Now that we know what the Matrix is, can you tell us how we can get out of the Matrix and what does “getting out” mean? Is it about a spiritual path, or maybe it’s about us not returning to this planet?

Ola: Getting out of the matrix is ​​very popular now and also very misunderstood. The Internet is full of pseudo-experts who call financial independence or leaving a permanent job “leaving the matrix”. It’s not about that. It’s about being stuck in certain matrix codes and programming, but it’s also about a certain alchemical context, which is mentioned a lot in Gnosis, legends, myths, as well as the teachings of Jesus and Mary Magdalene, and Sumerian messages. Generally, it is about the deeply understood mystery of resurrection, which must take place during life. Resurrection was never associated with physical death, this is a later falsehood.

The resurrection of the soul, or the alchemical process of connecting the soul with the spirit, was in ancient traditions today’s “exit from the matrix”. Women had this alchemical power, as they had the power of creation. Hence, in many myths we have the context of the spinning of fate – thanks to alchemy, women spun the threads of destiny and were not subordinated to the zodiac (matrix).

The second context of leaving the matrix, or rather getting out of this controlled space under the firmament, refers to the moment of death – it was about avoiding being drawn into the reincarnation machine (Gnostics write about it, Hermetic texts, etc.).

Since 2017, we have been in the process of turning off the power to this construct, so the problem sort of solves itself.

I would like to add that there is now a trend or fashion for “not identifying with the earth” and a great desire to leave this space. We find ourselves here at an unprecedented time to deal with this construct (energetically) and not to desert. The truth is that we have enormous power, which our space invaders have always been tragically afraid of, which is why they have disabled 10 DNA helices over the millennia and left 2 active ones in the current version. The “end of the world” of false gods is also associated with the return of us – children of the Earth, the activation of full DNA and the alchemical processes that accompany it. Ancient texts, legends and prophecies of indigenous people from many cultures talk about it. It is worth looking at yourself in a completely different light.

Marek: The Age of Aquarius is coming, what does it mean and what benefits and problems will this Era bring to our civilization?

Ola: The name “Age of Aquarius” is incorrect, the patriarchy distorted the original name because it was associated with a woman. We are standing at the gates of the Age of the Aquarius – that is, the Alchemical woman, a woman who has regained the power of creation, the power of primary communion – the alchemical connection of Heaven and Earth, the power of giving birth and feeding. The era of false masters of this world is coming to an end, and with it zodiacal control and determinism of events. Let’s focus on the true meaning of the Age of Aquarius – especially women. We are the ones we are waiting for.

Marek: What role does a woman play today?

Ola: The same as always – alchemical. The current years are crucial in certain processes where cosmic energy is poured from the Aquarius cup onto the Earth. The woman is supposed to materialize this energy and create a land “flowing with milk and honey.” More scientifically – it is about accepting and grounding certain high vibrational energies flowing from the Center of the Milky Way and from the center of the Earth – these energies become a counterbalance to the low vibrational energies of the collapsing matrix. There is no need to fight the matrix. The Matrix is ​​programmed to function only in low vibrations. High energies literally erode this construct from the inside.

It is worth focusing on this instead of engaging and spending energy on substitute topics and other forms of receiving attention such as the “rainbow agenda”, intentionally fueled conflicts between women and men, misogyny, feminist movements, etc.

Marek: The same question for a man?

Ola: As in the case of women, the role has not changed – a man’s highest calling is to protect a woman, to create safe conditions for a woman to find peace and space to activate her alchemical nature. The alchemical woman is the greatest threat to the matrix.
Marek: Are there still real men on earth who love and care for their beloved partners, or is this an extinct species?

Ola: These men and women are coming back now, in fact it is in each of us, we just need to wake up from the illusion of the programs we have succumbed to.

Marek: Yes, it’s true, I know it from personal experience.

Marek: There is a lot of talk on the Internet about “them”; I called them PEOPLE (I think this name suits them better) who pull the strings behind the curtain, who do you think they are? Are they people or maybe another civilization?

Ola: Of course, both. Every mythology, legend, and poem about the creation of the world clearly presents the original invaders who created an area closed to the control and exploitation of people and who are the authors of the matrix. Gnostics call them Archons, in Sumer – Anunnaki, in India – Devas and Asuras, in Greece Gods of Olympus. Every mythology tells the same stories. They are also known as the Draco and Reptilian races. They once visited here in person, hence many ancient texts and even the Bible clearly refer to alien races. They left their governors here – the royal families, several major families, although innate to the human race, they have absolutely no interest in our interests. Viceroys and their minions are groups we often call “elites.”

Marek: What role do religions play on Earth? Do you have any opinion on this?

Ola: The common opinion is that religions serve to control people, and this is of course true, but religious ceremonies contain many reverse rituals that, when performed en masse and regularly, strengthen the structure of the matrix. For example – Satanic rituals of eating flesh and blood as communion (reversing the mystery of life in the mystery of death).

Marek: How old do you think the earth and life on earth are?

Ola: According to the Sumerian Tablets, at least several hundred thousand years.

Marek : Would you try to answer the rather problematic question: What shape do you think the earth is?

Ola: For me, the debate about the shape of the earth is a typical example of distracting attention from what is really important. It is worth asking yourself whether a specific answer will change anything here? Currently, it is officially admitted that vaccines cause cancer – and there is no sign that the rest of the world will wake up to this information… (…)

If I had to answer, I would say that the closest interpretation to me is that we are in a closed area, some larger space/planet, as if in a bio-capsule under the firmament. This would explain why there used to be giant trees here, why people are so short – the result of higher pressure inside the dome than outside.

Marek: Is there any other race or races living on Earth apart from humans, if so, which ones and why can’t we see them?

Ola: Our perception is limited to a very narrow spectrum – visible light. Therefore, we don’t really see much of anything. Our cats and dogs often follow “invisible” objects with their eyes, because they have a much wider range of wave perception. Many cultures still talk about Elves, Dwarfs and Nature People who once lived “among us”, but a few centuries ago they retreated to another dimension, beyond our visible spectrum. Of course we share this space with beings we cannot see.

Marek: What do the stars say about 2024, what will it bring?

Ola: Let the alchemical women answer this better.

Marek: You have the Self Mastery Quest website, what can you find there and who is it intended for? Or maybe there is a specific group of people or is it a place for everyone?

Ola: Self Mastery Quest is my first website, launched 1.5 years ago, where I wanted to include the essence of my messages on astrology / numerology and some alchemical messages. Unfortunately, 1.5 years later, the content has not changed, but instead of articles there are many guest appearances on many YouTube channels and podcasts. I also offer various types of “matrix code” readings, where I explain what specific programs, traumas, blockages a given person has received in the matrix code, and what the soul is trying to lead a given person to. Other consultations go deep into alchemical sciences. This year I also started organizing events here in the Arctic, because this place is absolutely special and energetically amazing, due to the presence of the so-called “trees of Eden”, wells connecting with the underworld and ancient energy craters.

I don’t think my website will interest everyone. You have to be open and ready for certain messages. I also do not call myself an astrologer or numerologist, and I do not offer standard, traditional astrology or numerology readings.

Marek: Are you organizing any event in the near future, if so, where will it take place and what can be expected there, where to find information?

Ola: At the beginning of November, my last event this year took place – “Underworld Saga”, which was open to women and men. It was a wonderful trip together, and the region charmed us so much that several people are seriously considering moving here…(…)

The next events will take place in 2024. There will definitely be something in June, or earlier – I haven’t decided yet. I am very pleased that each event is strongly represented by participants from Poland. More information is available on the website, and new events will be announced soon at this link ( click )

. Marek: What would you like to say to my readers at the end – Any personal message?

Ola: Actually, it’s all very simple. Let’s go out into nature more, be kind to each other, understanding and support each other. There are no rituals or ceremonies needed here. Let’s come back to ourselves, let’s feel, let’s reconnect with the Earth and with the energy that flows to us again from the center of the Milky Way. Especially now, when we are approaching the winter solstice, the Sun – the portal, once again in the last few years, on December 22, 2023, will be in perfect conjunction with the Center of the Milky Way Galaxy – the black hole – the cosmic womb from which the wonderful energy of life flows. A perfect stellar conjunction, and for us a cosmic communion.

Marek: Thank you very much for talking to us, the amazing and vast knowledge you have to share is really valuable and should be disseminated. It’s high time to replace pseudo-spirituality with real knowledge that everyone has at their fingertips. Thank you again and see you in Norway for a portrait session after my return to Europe in 2024.

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Self Mastery Quest – Decoding the Matrix – Report

Inside The Matrix – Chapter 1

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Inside The Matrix – Chapter 4

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13th December – Alchemy of St. Lucia Day in Northern tradition WHAT THEY WANT US TO FORGET…

This wisdom has been fragmented, eradicated and hidden from us so that instead of cultivating this Magnificent Misterium of renewal of the Tree of Life and Web of Life, many of us continue to feed this false matrix by celebrating modern version of ancient Babylonian festival of Saturnalia (Sol Invictus) and observing religious rituals carefully designed to strip us of our power.

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REAL MEANING OF WINTER SOLSTICE

Key to our planetary liberation

Moving to the Arctic Norway almost 8 years ago was certainly pivotal for me with regards to rediscovering our hidden history and joining the dots on humankind’s native traditions, intimately linked to the mysteries of our nature and the design of this world.

Immersing into Norse mythology, Sami shamanism and legends of the North with their prevalent themes around the Tree of Life – Yggdrasil; 3 Kingdoms – Lower, Middle and Upper as the physical and energetic architecture of our world; the Northern Star – Polaris; the spiritual role of reindeers, wolves, bears and their role in the cosmic context, proved to be an amazing source of missing links and information which beautifully comes together and is repeated across all different native cultures across the world.

This wisdom has been purposely eradicated, hidden, misrepresented and trivialized, to ensure we do not reconnect with our inner power, but remain subdued under the control of those who benefit from keeping us in spiritual slavery.

Winter Solstice – the longest night of the year in the Northern latitudes, holds a deeply spiritual significance for us. This is the time of renewal of the Tree of Life, as the Winter mysteries of the Underworld continue throughout December.

The Tree of Life is not a physical tree, or some energetic object per se. It is a symbolic (and even physical) depiction of energetic connection across the 3 kingdoms (Underworld, Middle World and Cosmic Kingdom). Tree of Life represents flow of energy across these 3 realms, access to which warrants abundance, wellbeing, eternal nourishment, and is the ultimate dread of those who once upon a time raided Earth and created this ‘fake matrix’ based on suffering, luck, hardship and misfortune.

Norse mythology, shamanism and legends present us with a beautiful story of renewal which takes place on this special darkest longest night. Polaris – the northern Star through its vortex of stars dancing around her sends us primordial energy which reactivates our dormant DNA. She is the star of Ursa Minor – Little Bear, which here, in the Arctic is represented by the polar bears. The reindeers are guarding flow of these beautiful energies from the Cosmic realm down to us in the Middle World, and deeper into the Underworld, as they are believed to shield us from the Moon’s light, while opening portals to allow these energies to enter.

Another phenomenon of the Winter Solstice in the current years is the fact that Earth happens to be positioned in a perfect alignment with the black hole at the centre of our Milky Way galaxy – the dark rift – the Galactic Womb, from which everything comes… The Womb is sending us additional energies that are supporting our DNA activation.

Renewal of the Tree begins at its roots – deep in the Underworld. Hence Winter Solstice is a time when women journey deep into the Underworld to connect with the “Black Light” vortex received from the Cosmic Kingdom and reactivate the tree of life within us. “As above so below, as within, so without”.

This alchemical journey is not a mind based meditation, or some ritualistic practice.

Instead, we allow wisdom of our wombs – the universal love, compassion guide us into states of bliss and joy, and let the inner feeling take over. We as women carry this knowing inside. We don’t force, don’t visualize, don’t manifest – as these are all tricks of the mind. We simply let our intuition guide us down through the portal of our womb. We allow images, feelings, sensations to come to us, rather than create or imagine them. This is the true alchemical journey.

Renewal of the Tree of Life – in a woman and across this realm equals demise of this false matrix and end of reign of the parasitic beings over us..

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TRUE MEANING OF 25th DECEMBER

Christ-Mas or Birth in the Underworld

Observance of “Christmas” takes place these days in over 160 countries and officially commemorates the birth of Jesus Christ on the 25th of December by Virgin Mary.

But if you understand old alchemical teachings, myths, legends and indigenous tales… this story gains a whole different sense.

First of all, there is no evidence regarding the exact date of Jesus’ birth.

25th December was a deliberate choice adopted around 300 year after Jesus across Roman Empire. Interestingly, celebration of Saturnalia and Sol Invictus also coincided with this date. Nowadays lots of misinformation is spread across internet where, those who just discovered Astrotheology, claim that Christmas is a religious twist around “return of the Sun” (Sol Invictus) – meanning Sun returns after the darkest night and from that point onward we are experiencing increase in light. This is a shallow and incorrect interpretation, as Sol Invictus never referred to our real Sun but Saturn – the black Sun.

Another interesting aspect regarding the 25th December is the fact that many past deities and “gods” were also allegedly born exactly on that date, and all of them from a Virgin. Horus, Mithra, Buddha, Dionysus, Hercules to name a few.

So why would 25th December be so significant, and what is the context of the Virgin birth?

We are all aware that all important pagan observances and celebrations across the year have been hijacked and turned into religious festivities, precisely to redirect harvested energy and focus onto patriarchal male gods.

Those of you who have heard me speak about Alchemy in the past, know very well that the “virgin” birth has nothing to do with sexual purity or the age of the girl, but is a representation of woman’s alchemical aspect (maiden) linked to purity of the Grail (womb), and woman’s connection to the Cosmic Kingdom which activates remaining strands of DNA. That’s where our ability to weave into this reality resides. It also opens access to parthenogenesis (hence immaculate conception).

Secondly, “Mary” is not a name but a title, which means “keeper of the Grail” and is also rooted in “me’arah”, which is Hebrew for “cave” or “underground chamber”…

As Mary Magdalene says, this wisdom is for those with eyes to see and ears to hear..

Continuing from my previous 2 posts demystifying December observances of St Lucia Night and Winter Solstice, and their Underworld context, it becomes clear that 25th December becomes culmination of alchemical misterium of Tree of Life renewal, while the birth has nothing to do with any deity.

Deep in the Underworld, inside the Earth Womb, many cultures describe an egg. Egg of life which holds original blueprints for the real matrix of life, web of life across this realm. These original blueprints translate as most primordial, original, undistorted virgin energy which women birth into this world, restoring network of life. The false matrix of the usurper gods dissolves and this world returns to its original design before their despotic reign.

This is a network of compassionate, generous loving Mother who gives unconditionally, opposed to totalitarian gods, who demand prayers, worship, stated intentions and rituals. All of which are mind based practices.

On this day and every other, may we all focus on the true source of abundance, prosperity, happiness and wellbeing and once and for all escape the spell of religions, astrotheology, weird rituals, which all take us away from the real misterium of “divine birth”

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                                          “Everyone is on their journey…” & OTHER MATRIX LIES!

       July 15 2025

I’m not inviting a debate or defensive stances.

I just ask you to reflect. To reflect on the plethora of numbing pseudo spiritual concepts floating around, which on the surface seem plausible, but in reality carry a deceptive current.

This matrix is relentless, it will sell you whatever you want, packaged as virtue, deep insight, revelation, healing. And you buy it. And you run with it.

We talk about discernment. But in actuality tge biggest spiritual lies are most compelling and wrapped in most credible story.

You’ve been told that “everyone is on a journey.” But the truth? Hardly anyone is. Most are looping. Most are serving the matrix without even realising – mistaking repetition for evolution, emotional processing for awakening, and comfort for growth.

The “safe spaces,” the endless healing, the constant self-reflection – it all feels noble, but it’s often just mimicry in disguise.

You’re not evolving. You’re being managed. What you call insight is often sedation. What you call expansion is just a prettier loop.

So you’re into “rituals”? Rituals of what, exactly?

You haven’t touched anything real.

You’re acting. Performing theatre for your own gratification, your own soothing. It feels powerful because it moves emotion. But emotion isn’t real contact.

You think you’ve done something because you cried, saged, danced, visualised, journaled, or wore feathers. But nothing happened. You never left the trance.

You preach discernment, but the biggest lies always wear the most spiritual language.

“Namaste.”

“Ubuntu.”

“Gratitude.”

“Light and love.”

This is not reverence – it’s performance.

And the worst part? The ones who claim they’ve outgrown the New Age are often still trapped in its softest, most palatable cage – signalling virtue through mantras, yogas, affirmations, meditations.

None of this is “the journey”.

It’s the illusion of one.

Wrapped in every word that makes you feel safe, good and validated.

If you’re not breaking – you’re not shifting.

If it’s not dismantling you – it’s managing you.

And then there are the podcasts junkies and “truthers”. Devouring content but the answer stays always few episodes away… few rabbit holes further.

You’re not awakened. You’re just informed, and often still misinformed. And most of all, you’re sedated into consuming, chasing, seeking, discovering.

And then there’s the Law of Attraction – the flagship of spiritual consumerism.

Dress your desires up as frequency, call it manifesting, and pretend you’re in contact with something real.

You’re not.

You’re just trapped in personalised delusion – using energy to chase comfort, status, or security while calling it “alignment.”

It’s not alignment. It’s occasional matrix reward.

And no – you’re not a Lightworker. You’re not an Indigo Warrior.

You’re not here on some cosmic mission to raise the frequency and cause ascension.

You’re here, performing your own mythology to avoid the truth.

To avoid insignificance.

To avoid the void.

You’re not fighting darkness.

You’re not liberating others.

You’re not even helping.

They got you. Fully plugged in. Wearing sacred titles like a costume, while mistaking dopamine for destiny.

None of this is awakening.

None of this is real contact.

In true shamanic traditions – the real ones, the ones not repackaged for tourists and trauma markets – awakening was never safe.

It wasn’t sacred. It wasn’t soft.

There were no mantras. No singing circles.

No flower-crowned goddesses channeling light codes. No workshops. No drum journeys. No gentle integrations.

Real contact was dangerous.

It dismantled you.

It stripped the roles, the stories, the lineage, the excuses, the spirit guides, the entire scaffolding of who you thought you were.

You didn’t “heal.” You were ruined.

And if you were lucky, what was left was signal – raw, unbearable truth.

That’s what this matrix spirituality can’t offer – because it was never built for truth.

It was built to protect you from it.

If you’re ready to get real – you’ll find me at the edge of this matrix, and the end of the world.